Tuesday, 13 November 2012

hati saya menangis

Hey, Hati saya menangis.
kenapa?
mungkin dia terluka.
tapi saya tidak bisa melihatnya.
saya bisa mertasakan dia menjerit, meminta pertolongan.
rasanya perih dan begitu ngilu.

apa yang harus saya lakukan terhadap hati saya ini?
karena saat hati ini menangis, mata saya pun membengkak.
seluruh tubuh pun merasakan dan berduka.
saya pun lelah.

Friday, 24 June 2011

Do you love me?

I know, we are running from the truth
the truth is that we will never make this thing work
i bet there's no love anymore
we just pretending that we are still in the same love
we are just hurting each other
and i think that we should stop fuckin pretending
i am tired, don't you feel tired and feel sick about this?

I hate your family, i really do.
i hate the way they treat me so fuckin bad
i love you, i really do
i am gonna do everything to make this thing better
but i can' do it alone and u seem that u don't want to do it
u run away and i am following you

are you sure that all this thing happen is because of me?
why do you blame me?
why don't u see ur self first, before u blame it on me?

i'm not fuckin' perfect and you should know that
i made mistake and everyone did.
why do u only see my mistakes rather than see how hard i'm trying to fix it and trying to become someone better?

Do you love me?

Saturday, 18 June 2011

Hamster VS Kelinci

Gue punya hamster sekitar 2 tahun yang lalu, dikasih sama temen gue pas saat ultah.. Jenis hamster nya WW normal.. karena jenis kelaminnya sama, betina, mereka pun berantem kalo satu kandang.. dan inilah namanya, yang satu namanya Lebay, yang satu namanya Baik..

ini dia si Baik dan Lebay, saat mereka masih akur
Kenapa gue kasih nama Lebay? karena memang hamsternya lebay, gak diapa-apain jerit-jerit dia.. tapi kalo sama si Baik, galak banget.. udah gitu gue juga sering digigit sama dia Monkey Icon

Kalo yang si Baik, dia emang baik banget, selama gue piara dia 1.5 tahun, dia sama sekali gak pernah gigit tangan gue, lucu.. Monkey Icons Cici

Waktu pun berlalu, dan hamster-hamster ini uda mulai tua.. gue kepikiran kepengen punya hamster lagi tapi sepasang. Dan emang udah jodoh gue x yaaakkkssssss, temen gue ada posting status di FB, "ada yang mau hasmter gaaakkk?"
Langsung de gue PM dia, "mauuu donk, tapi sepasang yaaaa"
Dikasih lah hasmter sepasang, dan sekarang dari 2 ekor, jadi 10 ekor lebiihhhhh Monkey Icon baru deh mulai ngerasaiin repotnya ngurus segitu banyaknya hamsterrrr...Ini anak hamster yang baru lahir, masih merah
ini anak-anak hamster dari kelahiran pertama sampe kelahiran kedua, banyaaakk banget kannn

So, ada yang mau hamster gaaakkkk???? Gratisss gratiissss :) asal dipelihara dengan baik lhooo yaa...

Sekarang cerita kelinci...

Waktu itu pernah jalan-jalan bareng temen kerja ke pasar burung yang ada di Barito, disana banyak banget kelinci-kelinci kecil yang dijual, lucuuuu -lucuuuu Monkey Icons Cici
Kepengen banget piara satu, tapi karena kost, mana bisaaaa... ku urungkan niat ini sampai nanti punya rumah.

ehh, gak lama kemudian, ada anak kost yang baru masuk, dia pelihara kelinci 2 ekorMonkey Winks, yang satu warna putih cokelat, yang satu warna hitam putih.. uda ada kandangnya pulak, makin kepingiinnnn....
Kadang-kadang, suka gue sayang sayang kelinci nya (kalo lewatin kamar dia). Baik banget kelincinyaa..
Terus, gak berapa lama kemudian kelinci yang satunya yang hitam putih udah gak ada, gak tau kemana.. tinggal yang putih..
Kandang gak terurus, jorok, makanan cuman jagung aja.. kasian.. tapi karena bukan punya gue.. gue cuman bisa ngerasa kasihan Monkey Emoticons

sampai suatu malam, hujan deras.. enaknya buat tidur - tiduran di kasur sambil nonton DVD Monkey Icon Cici hehehhehee.. Pas hujan mulai reda, gue keluar kamar, gue kaget pas liat kandang kelincinya di taruh di teras dekat kamar gue, ya ampuuunnnn.. kelincinya cuman duduk di pojokkan, sedikit basah, karena keciprat sama air hujan.. Bulu di sekitar lehernya rontok, gak tau kenapa.. Yang paling parah.. kandangnya kosong, gak ada makanan, air minum pun gak ada! gue kesel setengah mati Monkey Icon gue ngedumel "ini pemiliknya gimana sihhh.. koq gak urus kelinci nya dengan baaikkk!!!!!!!!!"
gue langsung angkat kandangnya, gue taruh di dalem.. karena gue gak punya kulkas, jadi gue gak punya sayur apapun, gue cuman kasih air minum aja.. gue google sana sini tentang kelinci, makanan apa aja yang boleh dikasih sama yang gak boleh, perawatan nya gimana, segala macem deh..
Besoknya gue ke pasar, beli wortel, kangkung dan sayuran lainnya.. Kelincinya makan dengan lahap..
Setiap hari, kandangnya gue cuci; setengah jam, si kelinci boleh main diluar sambil gue bersihin kandangnya dan siapin makanan dia.. gue suka elus elus kepalanya dan ngomong sama dia..
Kelincinya baik, nurut, pinterrr...
Waktu awal awal, dia keluar dari kandang, dia sebenarnya agak takut, lari sana sini.. pas waktu masuk kandang pun, dia masih gak mau, yang ada ngumpet di bawah kursi.. rada susah juga masukkin ke kandangnyaa.. tapi gue pernah baca di salah satu blog, kalau kelinci itu pinter, dia akan tau saatnya dia masuk kandang.. cuman kita musti sabar ajah..
ehh.. bener lhooooo.. waktu itu, gue iseng, gue samperin dia dan kasih liat tempat makan dia yang berwarna kuning mentereng ntu, dan dia langsung lari, masuk ke dalam kandang.. aahhhh.. pinternyaaaa!!! Monkey Icons
Sampe sekarang pun begitu, dia uda tau jam dia masuk kandang, walaupun terkadang suka error, suka kagak mau sih... hahhahahahhaha ~ Monkey Icons
Ini dia gambar kelinci nya,
Waktu jam nya si kelinci main-main di luar kandang, cantik kan kelincinya :)

So far, gue ngerasa lebih enak pelihara kelinci, karena:
1. Kelinci gak gigit dan hasmter gigit!
2. Kelinci lebih nurut (walaupun sedikit) dibanding hamster

Tapi ada juga enaknya pelihara hasmter:
1. Kandang gak perlu setiap hari dibersihin, kalau hamster cuma 2 ekor, biasanya cuma seminggu sekali gue bersihin... kalo banyak, 3 hari sekali dibersihin.
2. kalo mao pergi ke luar kota, gak perlu khawatir, isi tempat makanannya sama makanan sampai dikira cukup, isi botol air minum, tinggal deh (pernah gue lakukan, saat gue pulkam, gue tinggal 5 hari - dan hamsternya baik2 saja)
3. lebih irit, karena makan nya sedikit,, kalo kelinci lumayan banyak, tergantung ukuran badan.

Jadi, menurut kalian, mana yang lebih asyik, pelihara kelinci atau hamster?

Saturday, 23 October 2010

The facts about me

My name is Liez

I am a woman


I was born in May, 06 1987

I live in Indonesia

I am a green-holic

I am delicious food eater

I am music listener

My Favorite number is 8

I am mischievous

I am stubborn

I am both selfish and generous

I am not fashionable

My blood type is O

My zodiac is Taurus

My shio is Rabbit


I am a kindergarten teacher (now) and I am thinking to be a tour guide someday

I've ever worked as a waitress at Pizza Hut

My shoes size is 36 or 37

I am using glasses

The first time i wore contact lenses when i was in secondary high school

And that contact lenses was bought by my ex-boyfriend, Named Yusuf Santoso

Pingkan Sondak is my best friend ever!

I am the only daughter and the last child in my family

I hate mom and I love dad

I can't remember my childhood. Maybe because it was a very hard time

I've ever thought to kill my mom

My dad died when i was at Junior High School

He was sick

My mom never kiss or hug even only once

I don't know when is my mom's birthday

My mom doesn't know when is my birthday

I have two brothers

I have been leaving my mom's house since 2006

And i really happy live without her

I don't like Chinese new year, it means i have to visit my mom's home and i hate it so much!

My parent is Buddhist and I am Christian and I've been baptism and my parents don't know it

I took English Translator major at Terbuka University

That's why i wrote this blog in English

Some people said that my hand writing is nice

When i was a teenager, I've ever thought about suicide

I always wonder about die

And actually i am afraid to die

I can't live without Oxygen, Food, Love, Music and absolutely MONEY!

I easily get panic when something wrong happen.
My favorite dog is Rottweiler

I had been bitten by my ex's dog on my right hand

Now, I have a lot of hamsters

My mom ever threw my first hamster to the dust bin, How cruel! She thought that it is a RAT!

I've ever had puppy, dog, fish, and hamster as my pet

And I've ever had dog, hamster and fish babies

I hate bug and insect families

If i were an animal, I would like to be a bird. Free, able to sing, have a beautiful voice and happy!

I don't like cake.

I love eating bread.

I love drinking sweet tea; warm or cold

I also love milk, Yummy!

I love chocolate

I love cooking

I don't like baking

When i am in a bad mood, delicious food always successfully satisfy me and I'll feel better after eating them

Some people may call me "Ndud" "Gembul" and "plumpy"

I don't really care when they call me like that

and YES, Absolutely right! it is a lie, i hate when someone call me "gendut"

Here is the most favorite food: Ketoprak, Pizza, Meatball, Pempek.

I also love spicy food

I love chili,
especially "sambel terasi" uenak e pol!

I don't know chili is a fruit or vegetable


I don't like sour and bitter

that's why i don't really like yogurt

I always eat my breakfast before i work

I like beautiful and meaningful movies

I also like horror movie, even though i'll get shock or scream

I love Salyu's and Hikaru Utada's voice.



I love singing even my voice isn't good enough, but who cares???


I love playing games.

Fatal Frame is my favorite game ever!


I have spent more than 100 hours playing games on facebook

On Facebook, I am playing Farm Ville, Cafe World, Mall World and Restaurant City and Baking Life

On Facebook, I used to play Fish Ville, Barn Buddy, Nightclub City, Pet Society and UNO

The first games on Facebook were Barn Buddy and Pet Society

And I'm still keep trying to stop playing games on Facebook!


I spend my free time by playing a game, reading a book and watching DVD

I like playing a puzzle

I can swim

I can't do hula-hoop, I've ever tried!

I can't ride bicycle and motorcycle

And i never learn how to drive a car

I've ever learned mandarin and japan language

I am extremely poor at mathematics and physics

My dream job when i was in High School was a vetenarian

I can't sleep with the light on

When I was a teenager, I usually imagine that i was a superhero before i fall asleep!

I always get dreams when i sleep

I love to sleep with full of pillows and bolsters

When i was a kid, my mother never let me had a long hair.

Once i had a long hair when i graduated from high school

I really love when it's raining

But i really hate thunder

I also like when it's cloudy


I'd rather do washing clothes than ironing them

I can't get along with a new friend easily

My first "monkey love" when i was in sixth grade elementary!

His name was Suryadi

And we broke up after we graduated


I am afraid of injection

I have a fairy tattoo on my back

I don't believe in fortune teller

I am not smoking and i will never do that!

Sea is better than mountain.

I like Japan

I like SNOOPY

I won't try bungee jumping, hiiyy.. so scary!!

I want a son and a daughter, someday

I do believe, if there's devil, there's GOD too

Ahh... It took me more than 2 months to make this facts. DAMN!